Thursday, February 09, 2006
Maybe i should quit.
yea. I should quit.
It's been four months - Only four months, and nothing is heading the right way at work. Im a loser at work. A loser at everything in fact. Nobody seems to click with me and i cant share anything with my colleagues.. We're just like colleagues, not friends..
And thanks to me, ive been a failure in my relationships. I didnt choose wisely, and i didnt realise how important i was to certain people. When i thought a relationship could work, it didnt end up that way. Instead, im killing myself slowly, pretending and not knowing whether that person really loves me.
Maybe you're just not ready to be in a relationship. Youre too busy with work. You dont know how to handle one. All the time ive been telling myself how weird this relationship is and it just doesnt feel right. Im upset that its not working out, but im still telling to wait.. When will it all be alrite??
Sheeks.. Gotta hand up my music and com assignment tml and i still havent completed it.. Im so dead.. Im gonna fail this semester for sure..
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